how intense is feedism though like think about it
I mean yeah, just like anything else it can be done casually but it can also incorporate a level of devotion so deep that one person is literally willing and eager to carry around a testament to their devotion to the other person in the form of an actual, physical alteration to their body
and in a way it’s like always having that other person with them
even though realistically in the long term it’s not the same ten pounds they intentionally gained for that person because weight fluctuates and energy is spent and cells die and I’m the kind of scientific asshole who feels a deep-seeded need to systematically rip the whimsy out of everything but
it’s symbolic, or something.
jfc I don’t even know where this came from ignore me
So one of the few times I got to stuff a dude several times in a row I was ecstatic, like “HE GAINED THREE POUNDS THOSE ARE MY POUNDS LOOK EVERYBODY LOOK WHAT I DID.”
And then it turns out he was one of those people who just allows themselves to gain weight right before the season for their specific sport starts. So he literally lost it all a month later because he was cycling for hours every day. And I was so disappointed. I was like How dare you lose weight, I thought we had something special! XD